So i fell again!!!

LOVING....
I made a vow i would never fall in love again...............
But, i fell in love with u as hard as i fought not falling
I cld not believe i did it again, i'm more amazed at how fast i fell again
Do u not learn I ask?? After you end up broken!
I resisted falling but i fell anyways, ur Charm was irresistible....
This time like many others I fell hard but with a difference,
I fell with reserved strength to rise when the previous hurt left a hole in my heart.....
I was ready to laugh to shut my heart to love when you suddenly showed up in it,
Ill be fine, no matter what you going through rite now.................
All these thoughts in my head i loved u still
Days gone by, months pass and Years will roll by,
Your arrow would slowly reveal its beauty
The reflections are captivating to the eyes..........
I fight it , but can u fight urself????
I try not to look in ur eyes cuz i see my future but scared its a mirage, which makes me paranoid
I tried not to holding u for long, cuz like a ghost i predict ull become
I try not to think of you, even though my thoughts cant process anything else
I try not to dream of you, cuz waking up is like torture and ill rather remain in trance
I try not to believe love found me........
Loving u flows like a rhythm, sweet and pleasing to the ears
Loving u makes life simple, optimistic and real
Loving u gives me reason to smile
Loving u has taught me maturity in its true meaning
Loving u has blessed me
Loving u is what ill choose to do in another life!!
I av found the one to whom i am ALL to.........
This moment is a trial period but you will surpass it all!!!

Change

Change is the most constant phenomenon in existence! i guess everyone would agree with me. when we think nothing good would come from change then, we are extremely wrong; to take a decision to change a particular situation looks rather tough to handle at first but it could be for the best!

Change also goes in hand with Risks..if you cant take risks then you can't change, if nothing is working well,,,then the approach needs to be changed or the situation needs to be changed, this is where the risk comes in.

We must all be ready to embrace change no matter how painful or difficult it may look or sound....We must change.
The first few hours of a new born on earth is not how he/she would look in hours to come! we have all changed, i would term it as a fixed attribute of God.

Ask yourself a question; the change you taking is it for the good of all or to the detriment of all??? think deep and reflect on all decisions of change to take........

Don't also forget make a change that will glorify God and do good to a better part of the populace!

Hardwork and Commitment

On the 13th March 2009, one of the Friday the 13th , i woke up prayed and called all my family members to ascertain we all still safe from the bad omen associated with every friday the 13th especially my father that dreaded the day and always told me of every occurrence associated with this day! i was glad when i knew every one was fine; but like 10mins after i made the calls, i got another disturbing call that Adebayo Julius Ayeni slept in the Lord! My father that i just spoke to a moment ago!!!! i was crushed because that was the only pillar i had.

This is a man that for the first 23yrs of my life i disliked him because i felt he was too strict and his principles on hard work and commitment were too rigid; little did i know i was getting the greatest gift of eternity, the gift that im also using now.


I learnt that until one is committed there is hesitancy, chance to draw back, ineffectiveness concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), but there is one elementary truth,
the ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans! That's the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too.

All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision raising in one's favor all manner Of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance, that no man would have dreamt could have come his way in his life time. This made me have a deep respect for one of Goethe's couplets:
"Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it." 



The credit belongs to those who are actually in the arena, who strive valiantly; who know the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spend themselves in a worthy cause; who at the best, know the triumph of high achievement; and who, at the worst, if they fail, fail while daring greatly, so that their place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat. 

Those were your teachings Dad! Love and Miss you more........

Tribute to my Father! Papa J

A Tribute to my Dad


Daddy, it took me a long time to understand and love you deeply because i always saw you as a difficult and uncaring man but little did i know that you were grooming us, this i am extremely proud of now.


You taught me to be hardworking because the result is everlasting bliss; when i spoke to you, i said to you "daddy se wa pa" (hope you good) and u said "mo wa pa omo mi" ( Im good my Daughter), you promised to be strong and get well for me because i said i still have a lot to do for you, but you always soiunded it that , truthfulness and principles are virtues that i must uphold ; that i saw in you; you know i call you my strict father, my caring father, my incorruptible father; where are you now; i miss you so much now that i do not know how to cope but i know the lord loves you more.


Daddy, do not leave us a lone, because i grew up to know you as a protective father, that virtue you must not drop now.


I am your replica, this i am so proud of, I love you


Sleep on Daddy